I Found Myself


blog post 5.9.18a


 

I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me My heart was beating, barely breathing but still alive Lost along the way I’d given up my fight Scattered to pieces all along the floor Within the brokenness I found something more. I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me I was broken, torn apart. Scars line my arms, on my sleeve I wore my heart. They remind me of what is real. No longer needing pain to feel. I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me

 


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What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – CATWA RIGGED EYES Lona v3.0 [prior release]
Eye Applier – .euphoric ~ Kylie Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]Pack#Aqua *NEW* @ Cosmopolitan [open NOW til May 20!!]
Mesh Nipples – Zed Sensations*.Popping Cherries fm Nipples MAITREYA 2.6
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Esmeralda RARE #1 [Catwa](Nut Tone – NO eyebrow) *NEW* @ Blush [open NOW til May 25!!]
Eyebrows – VYC Femme – The Natural Eyebrows Vol.1 [prior release]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Heidi Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* Instore Release!
Hair – #Besom~ Lex *Reds* *NEW* @ N21 [Open NOW til May 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
Eyeshadow Color – Zibska [Promo] ~ Suzu Eyemakeup *NEW* @ Blush [open NOW til May 25!!]
*Lip Color – Catwa Master HUD Lip Color
*Nail Color(Toes Only) – alaskametro<3 “Spring Fling” nail art appliers [prior release]
Tattoo – .::Nanika::. Whisper White RARE [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – MICHAN – Honoka Choker [prior release]
*Earrings – Elle Boutique  – Eden Earrings *NEW* for Peace By Peace Hunt[open NOW til June 3!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Vatinee [prior release]
*Rings/Nails – Slipper[rebranded to Elle Boutique] – Milena Fingernail rings [prior release]
*Nipple Piercing – *elise* – Clara [prior release]
*Vaginal Cover – *elise* – Isabeau – MAITREYA *NEW* @ Red Light District [opens May 15 @ noon] – Slurl will be released day of event –


Clothing:
*Dress – [WitchCraft]Thetis Lace dress [prior release]
*Footless Sandles – Elle Boutique – Astrid Barefoot Sandals *NEW* Instore Release


What I’m doing ~


Scene:
*Tub – Salacity – Tawdry Tub [prior release]
Room Divider – hive // her own fairytale room divider [pink] [prior release]
*Plant[left] – [CIRCA] – “Nahla” Tall Entwined Plant Stand – Bronze / Teal [prior release]
*Plant w/ Stand[right] – [CIRCA] – “Lavelle” Cast Iron Plant Stand – Peace Lily [prior release]
*Plant[right] – [CIRCA] – “Lavelle” Floor Planter – Tall Slim Fern [prior release]
*Rug – Salacity – Casual Stripes Rug [prior release]
Skybox – *YS&YS* Essential Skybox [RARE] [prior release]


Items marked with an asterisk [*] are done so to notate review copies given by my ever so generous sponsors. My tremendous appreciation for these designers cannot be contained with words.
For all designers I utilize in my blog, I do so with admiration for your product. I love you all so much! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your creativity and dedication to your craft!


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Nowhere Fast


blog post 11.30.17a blog post 11.30.17b


Hey folks!  It seems these days are passing by so fast lately, but the world seems to be stuck where we are in a lull.  We are truly going nowhere fast.  You see me here lazing around on the train car driving this idea home.   I’m wearing a cute lil cropped top from Eyelure in a great camo print, and some great new jeans from MOoH! that, excuse me for sayin this, make my ass look fab!!  I have completely fallen in love with alaskametro’s new Spark skin.  So far, I’ve tried Tone 3 and Tone 4, I love them both!  Today, I’m wearing Tone 4.  My gorgeous sunglasses are brandnew from Elise for the new round of Avenue.  They are color change via hud and resize via clicking the glasses.  The hand placement is not an option in the hud or glasses, I manually edited them into my hand.  This was just a quick post to show you a couple things that i loved and couldn’t wait!  I hope you enjoyed this look and get out there and support the amazing designers and events of Second Life!!  Until next time…


*mwah*


 blog post 11.30.17c


Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Mesh Ears – .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – R- #2 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack
*Skin Appliers – alaskametro<3  “Spark” face skin Tone 4 w/ matching Maitreya Body Appliers *NEW* @ 4Mesh [open NOW til Dec 1!!]
Lashes – [POUT!] Essential Lashes – LELUTKA
Brows – VYC Femme – Natural Brows Collection Volume 2 [prior release]
Hair – Hair – Moon. Hair // – Reds – Gilly [prior release]
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Cosmetics:
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Pumpkin Spice [prior release]
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3  “Berry Kiss” lipstick – Lelutka *NEW*
*Eye Shadow –  alaskametro<3 “Frosting” eyeshadow – Lelutka *NEW* @ The Candy Fair [open NOW til Dec 1!!]
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Jewelry & Accessories:
*Sunglasses – *elise* – Penelope *NEW* @ The Avenue [opens Dec 1-Dec 20!!]
Necklace – .::Supernatural::. Simone Black Pearl Gold [prior release]——————————————————————————
Clothing:
Top – Eyelure Back Tied Crop Top – Camo [prior release]
*Jeans – MOoH! Josie jeans Grey Hud *NEW*
Shoes – REIGN.- Arianna Sneakers [prior release]
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Poses:
Pose 1 – eTc Poses– Laying 23 [prior release]
Pose 2 – eTc Poses– The Marilyn 1 [prior release]
Editorial Poses – Imitation – Fern [prior release]
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Scene:
Background – * SORGO – Compartment Wagon RARE
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Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Frozen Dreams


blog post 11.26.17a blog post 11.26.17b


Hey folks!  I’ve had some time off with the Thanksgiving Holiday.  I hope you all had a wonderful holiday if you celebrate.  I am so thankful for all my sponsors, followers, friends and family who support me in my blogging endeavor.  I truly enjoy what I do here and I hope you all like what i present to you.  This is a quick post I put together.  MOoH! created this adorable winter scene gacha collection complete with a frozen pond for ice skating, cute little penguins, snow people to watch over the penguins, a hot cocoa stand, a burning barrel to keep you warm and more!  You can try your luck with this gacha at the current round of TWE12VE!   I am wearing a gorgeous new skin from alaskametro called Spark, you can find it at 4Mesh til Dec 1st.  It comes in several tones.  I’m wearing the medium tone 3.   Entice released this super adorable sweater and skirt for Ultra, the fit is perfect and i love the classy sexiness of the sweater’s slight off the shoulder design.  My eyeshadow is new from alaskametro at The Candy Fair and comes in 8 colors on a on a palette.  My lip color also from alaskametro is a new store release that comes on a palette of 6 colors.  My nail color is from Dark Passions and can be picked up at the The Autumn Frost Fair! These nails are perfect me, cause..well COFFFEEE!!!  I hope you like this look and post..Until next time…


*mwah*


blog post 11.26.17c


Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Mesh Ears – .:[PUMEC] :. – / Mesh Ears\ – R- #2 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack
*Skin Appliers – alaskametro<3  “Spark” face skin Tone 3 w/ matching Maitreya Body Appliers *NEW* @ 4Mesh [open NOW til Dec 1!!]
Lashes – [POUT!] Essential Lashes – LELUTKA
Brows – VYC Femme – Natural Brows Collection Volume 2 [prior release]
Hair – [Runaway] Mei Hair – Ombres & Roots *NEW* @ The Candy Fair [open NOW til Dec 1!!]
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Cosmetics:
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Coffee Is Love *NEW* @ The Autumn Frost Fair [open NOW til Dec 6!!]
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3  “Berry Kiss” lipstick – Lelutka *NEW*
*Eye Shadow –  alaskametro<3 “Frosting” eyeshadow – Lelutka *NEW* @ The Candy Fair [open NOW til Dec 1!!]
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Clothing:
*Sweater – Entice – Harvest Moon Sweater *NEW* @ Ultra [open NOW til Dec 8!!]
*Skirt – Entice – Harvest Moon Skirt *NEW* @ Ultra [open NOW til Dec 8!!]
Boots – REIGN.- MAGGIE BOOTS- FATPACK [prior release]
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Jewelry & Accessories:
*Rings – *elise* – Natalia – BENTO Rings (Wear) *NEW* @ Tres Chic [opens NOW til Dec 10!!]
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Poses:
Main Pose – Imitation – Polly [prior release]
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Scene:
Gazebo, Sleds, Lights – Various Pieces from Duvet Day Let it Snow Gacha Collection *NEW* @ Cosmopolitan Sales Room [open NOW til Dec 2!!]
*Trees, *Hot Chocalate Stand, *Snow People, *Penguins,
Burning Barrel, Frozen Pond – Various Pieces from MOoH! Snow Scene Gacha Collection *NEW* @ TWE12VE [open NOW til Nov 31!!]
Location – My private home
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Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Hot for School


blog post 11.15.17a blog post 11.15.17b


Hey folks!!  I have a pretty special post for you today!  A little more than 3 years ago, in August of 2013, I started blogging.  Not long into it, I was given a chance by a very special lady to blog for her store.  That store was MooH!  Time went on and the situation came that she closed her blogger list for a time, then I took a long break from blogging.  A few months ago, I returned to blogging with a renewed spirit for it.  I found out that MooH had bloggers again.  So, I decided to apply.  I am so happy that Dalraida has welcomed me back.  I feel like MooH is my blogging home, so to speak, since it was my very first blog sponsor.  Thank you Dal for welcoming me home!

With that said!  The dress I am wearing in this post is from MooH!  It is new for the Jerky Turkey Hunt which runs through the end of this month.  I styled it with some stockings from Shinu Made, another hunt item, this one from the Haunted Forest Hunt, which just opened yesterday!  I am wearing a lovely skin from alaskametro called Harmony and i topped the lips off with Berry Kiss lipstick also from alaskametro, both are brand new items!  My gorgeous nail color is from Dark Passion Koffin Nails for  4Mesh.  I am wearing some amazing bento rings from *elise*.  Ok, let me tell you about these rings.  I am wearing two sets.  The first set is a prior release, called Annamaria.  They are the ones closer to the fingertips.  The second set is called Sabrina, they are new and available the current round of 4Mesh.  Now, I am a dork and sometimes do weird things.  I was changing outfits and hit add outfit instead of replace.  This is one time I’m glad I did because I accidentally discovered that these two sets of rings work perfectly together!  I had to blog them together.  You can grab the Annamaria set in the mainstore or on marketplace!  Both sets come with a color change hud with alpha options.  My headband, which is a necktie tied up in a knot is also from *elise* and available at Sad November!  It comes with a color change hud with several lovely colors and is re-sizable by clicking the object.  I hope you enjoy this pose and the look I’ve put together.  Please do get out there and support these wonderful content creators and events of Second Life.  They do it all for you!  Until next time…


*mwah*

blog post 11.15.17c



Body:
Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Mesh Ears – UNISEX[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season 5
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack
*Skin Appliers – alaskametro<3  “Harmony” face skin Tone 4 & matching Omega body appliers *NEW*
Lashes – [POUT!] Essential Lashes – LELUTKA
Brows – VYC Femme – Natural Brows Collection [prior release]
Hair – Doe: Ginny (twotone) – Gingers [prior release]
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Cosmetics:
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3  “Berry Kiss” lipstick – Lelutka *NEW*
*Nail Applier – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails -Maitreya- Frosted Foliage – Gold *NEW* @ 4Mesh [opens NOW til Dec 1!!]
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Clothing:
*Outfit – MOoH! Jenny dress *NEW* for The Jerky Turkey hunt [open NOW til Nov 30!!]
*Stockings – -::Shinu Made::- Lovely Heart *NEW* for the Haunted Forest Hunt [opens Nov 15!!]
*Shoes – {Livalle} Aurora -Platform Heels- Noir [prior release]
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Jewelry & Accessories:
*Rings – *elise* – Sabrina – BENTO Rings *NEW* @ 4Mesh [opens NOW til Dec 1!!]
*Rings 2 – *elise* – Annamaria – BENTO Rings [prior release]
Bracelet – [hilly haalan] Sienna Bracelet [prior release]
Clutch – [hilly haalan] Hadley Clutch [prior release]
Headpiece – *elise* – Mariagrazia *NEW* @ Sad November [open NOW til Dec 2!!]
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Pose/Prop:
Main Pose – Imitation – Polly [prior release]
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Location:
Eden Valley Dormitory
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Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Spotlight Sorrows


 blog post 11.7.17b


Hey folks!  I have been dealing with some things lately that have caused me to step back.  I’ve been sick, had a minor surgery, dealt with some heartbreak I won’t get into.  However, as I was reflecting on everything I’ve faced in the last week or two, this look and post just kind of fell together.  Imagine, if you will, a lonely poet in the spotlight, rhythmically spewing her sorrowful composition to her vast audience of emptiness.  No one to hear her prose, not a soul to empathize her soul. This is where I have been the past few days.  I am slowly pulling myself out of this deep veil of darkness.  I hope you all enjoy this look I’ve put together and always remember, no matter how bad things get and how lonely you may feel, there is always tomorrow and someone there waiting and watching and caring for you.  Until next time…

*mwah*

blog post 11.7.17c


Body:
Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Mesh Ears – UNISEX[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season 5
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack
*Skin Appliers – Glam Affair – Ophelia – Lelutka Applier – Jamaica ( FLF )
Lashes – [POUT!] Essential Lashes – LELUTKA
Eyebrows – VYC Femme – Natural Brows Collection
Hair – #5[^.^Ayashi^.^] Lolita bride hair-Red set *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Nov 30!!]
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Cosmetics:
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3  “Mistress” lipstick – Lelutka [prior release]
*Nail Applier – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Roses & Thorns Gacha – Rare *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Nov 30!!]
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Clothing:
*Top – Artizana – Namaku – Crop Turtleneck *NEW* @ The Boho Culture Fair [open NOW til Nov 9!!]
*Pants – Artizana – Namaku – Baggy Pants *NEW* @ The Boho Culture Fair [open NOW til Nov 9!!]
Shoes – C&S Nora *NEW* @ The Boho Culture Fair [open NOW til Nov 9!!]
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Jewelry & Accessories:
Belly Chain – –KC– PETRA WAIST CHAIN [prior release]
*Sunglasses – *elise* – Akiko – *NEW* @ The Chapter Four [open NOW til Nov 30!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Caterina – BENTO Rings – *NEW* @ Tres Chic [open NOW til Nov 10]
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Pose/Prop:
*Main Pose/Prop – **Something New~ Sing For Me 2 *NEW* @ TWE12VE Monthly Event [opens Nov 12 at Noon SLT, SLURL will be released opening day!!]
Pose – Imitation – Luna [prior release]
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Scene:
Skybox – Trompe Loeil – The Chatham Loft Skybox Dark [prior release]
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Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Sexual Harvest

blog post 10.28.17a blog post 10.28.17b


I have a sexy lil naughtiness for you tonight!  This is centered around some great nipple rings from Elise for the Kinky Event, open now!  They come with a color change hud!  I also have a naughty lil pumpkin pose from eTc poses!  I hope you like this lil quicky post!  Have a wonderful Halloween Season!!  Until next time!!

*mwah*

blog post 10.28.17c


Body:
Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Skin Appliers – .:[PUMEC] :.-.:AGATHA:.- /March\ – FOR LELUTKA (SIMONE BENTO)
Lashes – [POUT!] Essential Lashes – LELUTKA
Ears – .:[PUMEC] :.  / Mesh Ears\ – Vitage OWL
Eyebrows – VYC Femme – Natural Brows Collection
Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eyes Pack
Hair – Hair – *TKW* Dubet Reds Blacks [prior release]
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Cosmetics:
*Eye Shadow – alaskametro<3 “Cairo” eyeshadow – Lelutka [prior release]
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3  “Mistress” lipstick – Lelutka [prior release]
*Nail Applier – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Raven Of The Past *NEW* @ Genre [open NOW til Nov 11!!]
Face Tattoo – -::Shinu Made::- Blogger Pack – Laced Moon and Stars Face Tatto *NEW*
Body Tattoo – -::Shinu Made::- Blogger Pack Butterfly mandala [prior release]
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Clothing:
Panties – REIGN.- GISELE LINGERIE (MAITREYA)- BLACK #1 RARE [prior release]
Shoes – : CULT : THIGH HIGH BOOTS [prior release]
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Jewelry & Accessories:
*Nipple Piercing – *elise* Marta *NEW* @ Kinky [open NOW til Nov 14!!]
Collar – Cae :: Connected :: Collar [bagged]
Ring – 125~~ Ysoral ~~ .: Luxe Ring Lynna 4:.
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Pose/Prop:
*Main Pose/Prop – eTc Poses – My Pumpkings
Pose – Imitation – Luna [prior release]
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Scene:
Decor – Decor – Dust Bunny & Tenshi Autumn Harvest Gacha Set [prior release]
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Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Into the Dark

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Hey folks!  I have a cutesy lil dark look for you tonight.  Yep..its possible to be cutesy and dark at the same time!  I have some things from the current round of Hashtags Spotlight!!  I just started blogging for this event and I am surprised by some of these new designers on the scene!  Events like this are a great way to get a look at new designers that you would normally not be exposed to.  I encourage you to go check out this event.  The spotlight runs from the 1st til the 15th.   My sexy lil top with see through lower part is from LaGeeny as are the matching “pull down” applier panties.  The sexy thigh high boots are also this same designer!  Also from this event are my poses, from QPoses, they come tucked conveniently in a pose stand that is super easy to use!  My nail appliers are ones I’ve showed you a couple times before, but the event is still going and they fit this look so here they are again!  They are from Dark Passions and have a gorgeous dark celtic design, you can find them at Genre until Oct 11.  My rings are from Elise.  I’ve also showed you these before, however the event they were featured at has come to an end and I wanted to reblog them to let you know that you can still get them at the Elise mainstore or the Elise marketplace!  I hope you like this look!  Until next time…

*mwah*

 blog post 10.2.17 2c

Body:
Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Skin Appliers – .:[PUMEC] :.-.:AGATHA:.- /March\ – FOR LELUTKA (SIMONE BENTO)
Lashes – Izzie’s – LeLutka Bento Eyelashes Appliers
Ears – .:[PUMEC] :.  / Mesh Ears\ – Vitage OWL
Eyebrows – VYC Femme – Natural Brows Collection
Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eyes Pack
Hair – *Besom Hair~ Clover *Reds* #3 [former gacha prize – Sep 2017]
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Cosmetics:
*Eye Shadow – alaskametro<3 “Bali” eyeshadow – Lelutka
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3  “Mistress” lipstick – Lelutka
*Nail Applier – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – FatPack – Celtic Couture – Gold *NEW* @ Genre [open NOW til Oct 11!!]
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Clothing:
*Outfit – .:LaGeeny :. [ESMEE BLACK] [includes dress & boots] *NEW* @ Hashtags Spotlight [open NOW til Oct 15!!]
*Panties – .:LaGeeny :. [MAITREYA APPLIER] drop off panties *NEW* @ Hashtags Spotlight [open NOW til Oct 15!!]
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Jewelry & Accessories:
*Halo – D.U.S.T. -hearts- Halo & Orbs
*Rings – *elise* – Lucia – BENTO Rings [NOW available in Mainstore & on Marketplace!]
Collar –  Cae:: Connected :: Collar
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Pose:
*Pose – {Q Poses} – Sassy *NEW* @ Hashtags Spotlight [open NOW til Oct 15!!]
Background – [Angelic Designs] [The Darkest Forest] Skydome
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Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.