I Found Myself


blog post 5.9.18a


 

I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me My heart was beating, barely breathing but still alive Lost along the way I’d given up my fight Scattered to pieces all along the floor Within the brokenness I found something more. I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me I was broken, torn apart. Scars line my arms, on my sleeve I wore my heart. They remind me of what is real. No longer needing pain to feel. I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me

 


blog post 5.9.18b


blog post 5.9.18c


What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – CATWA RIGGED EYES Lona v3.0 [prior release]
Eye Applier – .euphoric ~ Kylie Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]Pack#Aqua *NEW* @ Cosmopolitan [open NOW til May 20!!]
Mesh Nipples – Zed Sensations*.Popping Cherries fm Nipples MAITREYA 2.6
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Esmeralda RARE #1 [Catwa](Nut Tone – NO eyebrow) *NEW* @ Blush [open NOW til May 25!!]
Eyebrows – VYC Femme – The Natural Eyebrows Vol.1 [prior release]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Heidi Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* Instore Release!
Hair – #Besom~ Lex *Reds* *NEW* @ N21 [Open NOW til May 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
Eyeshadow Color – Zibska [Promo] ~ Suzu Eyemakeup *NEW* @ Blush [open NOW til May 25!!]
*Lip Color – Catwa Master HUD Lip Color
*Nail Color(Toes Only) – alaskametro<3 “Spring Fling” nail art appliers [prior release]
Tattoo – .::Nanika::. Whisper White RARE [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – MICHAN – Honoka Choker [prior release]
*Earrings – Elle Boutique  – Eden Earrings *NEW* for Peace By Peace Hunt[open NOW til June 3!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Vatinee [prior release]
*Rings/Nails – Slipper[rebranded to Elle Boutique] – Milena Fingernail rings [prior release]
*Nipple Piercing – *elise* – Clara [prior release]
*Vaginal Cover – *elise* – Isabeau – MAITREYA *NEW* @ Red Light District [opens May 15 @ noon] – Slurl will be released day of event –


Clothing:
*Dress – [WitchCraft]Thetis Lace dress [prior release]
*Footless Sandles – Elle Boutique – Astrid Barefoot Sandals *NEW* Instore Release


What I’m doing ~


Scene:
*Tub – Salacity – Tawdry Tub [prior release]
Room Divider – hive // her own fairytale room divider [pink] [prior release]
*Plant[left] – [CIRCA] – “Nahla” Tall Entwined Plant Stand – Bronze / Teal [prior release]
*Plant w/ Stand[right] – [CIRCA] – “Lavelle” Cast Iron Plant Stand – Peace Lily [prior release]
*Plant[right] – [CIRCA] – “Lavelle” Floor Planter – Tall Slim Fern [prior release]
*Rug – Salacity – Casual Stripes Rug [prior release]
Skybox – *YS&YS* Essential Skybox [RARE] [prior release]


Items marked with an asterisk [*] are done so to notate review copies given by my ever so generous sponsors. My tremendous appreciation for these designers cannot be contained with words.
For all designers I utilize in my blog, I do so with admiration for your product. I love you all so much! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your creativity and dedication to your craft!


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I’m Sorry


blog post 4.27.18a


blog post 4.27.18b


What I’m listening to…


It’s cold here in the city
It always seems that way
And I’ve been thinking about you
Almost everyday

Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the rain
Thinking about about how sad it feels
All alone again

I’m sorry for the way things are around here
I’m sorry things ain’t what they used to be
But more than anything else
I’m sorry for myself

I can’t believe you went away

Our friends all ask about you
And I say you’re doing fine
And I expect to hear from you
Almost any day

But they all know I’m lying
And I can’t sleep at night
They all know I’m dying
Deep down inside

I’m sorry for all the lies I told you
I’m sorry if I never let you know
But more than anything else
I’m sorry for myself

I can’t believe you went away

I’m sorry if I took some things for granted
I’m sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
I’m sorry for myself

For living without you


blog post 4.27.18c

 


 

What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Undina RARE #1 [Catwa] (Nude tone)  *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Heidi Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* Instore Release!
Hair – #Besom~ Lex *Reds* *NEW* @ N21 [Open NOW til May 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
Eyeshadow Color – LIVIA::Callie Eyeshadow & Lipstick [Catwa HUD] RARE *NEW* @ GachaLand [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
*Lip Color – alaskametro❤ “Mage” lipstick – Catwa [prior release]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – FatPack – Mal-Fire (100% Donation to RFL) *NEW* @ Fantasy Faire [open NOW til April 29!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – MICHAN – Meimi Necklace *NEW* @ Sanarae [open NOW til May 17!!]
*Earrings – Elle Boutique  – Greenly Earrings *NEW* Group Gift @ Mainstore [Group is Free to join for a limited time!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Eleonora – BENTO Rings *NEW* Instore Release
Lip Piercing – BLAXIUM -Salma Bento Piercings [prior release]


Clothing:
*Top – MOoH! Violet top bold *NEW* @ The Avenue White Nights [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Skirt – Blueberry – Bella – Unzipped Skirt – Ice *NEW* Instore Release
*Shoes – {Livalle} Siouxsie – Platform Heels – Fatpack *NEW* @ Sanarae [open NOW til May 17!!]


What I’m doing ~


Pose:
*Pose – **Something New~ Eva’s Rose [prior release]

Location – My private family farm


You Don’t Know


blogpost 04.20.18a


blogpost 04.20.18b


I know you’ve got the best intentions
Just trying to find the right words to say
Promise I’ve already learned my lesson
But right now, I wanna be not okay
I’m so tired, sitting here waiting
If I hear one more ‘Just be patient’
It’s always gonna stay the same…
[listen below⬇]


blogpost 04.20.18c


What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Undina RARE #1 [Catwa] (Nude tone)  *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Jichu Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ AnyBody [opens Apr 7 – Apr 30!!]
Hair – #Besom~ Heathers #1 FATPACK RARE *NEW* @ The Epiphany [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
*EyeShadow – alaskametro❤ “Sakura” makeup – Catwa *NEW* @ Bloom [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
Lip Color – *(OO)*YUKI_Moon Lipstick 03 [CATWA] *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Bold But Somber *NEW* for The Rotten Egg Hunt [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Tattoo – .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Strong [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
**Necklace – MICHAN – Bommie Necklace *NEW* @ The Seasons Story [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
*Earrings – MICHAN – Maxie Earrings *GROUP GIFT* Free w/ Group @ Mainstore!
*Bracelet/Rings – Elle Boutique – Raelynn Bento Set *NEW* @ The Underdog Event [open NOW til May 16!!]


Clothing:
*Top –  alaskametro❤ “Minimal” camisole/briefs 05 white *NEW* @ On9 [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
Short/Waist Shirt – : CULT : Shorts and Shirt *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
Shoes – : CULT : Tip Toe Bow Sneaker w.HUD *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]


What I’m doing ~


Pose:
Poses –  [La Baguette] Endless 2 [prior release]


Scene:
Small Garden Fence – MOoH! Wood fence with Bird houses 5LI RARE *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Water Pump – MOoH! Waterpump 3LI*NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Tipped Over Flower Pot – MOoH! Hedgehog with pot 3LI *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Gnome Garden – MOoH! Flower bed with gnome 2LI *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Wheelbarrow – MOoH! Wheelbarrow 3LI SPECIAL(received after 15 tries) *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]

Location – My private family farm

Champion


blog post 4.11.18a


blog post 4.11.18b


I’ll be the last one standing
Two hands in the air, I’m a champion
You’ll be looking up at me when it’s over
I live for the battle, I’m a soldier, yeah

I’m a fighter like Rocky
Put you flat on your back like Ali
Yeah, I’m the greatest, I’m stronger
Paid my dues, can’t lose, Imma own ya, ay
I’ve been working my whole life
And now it’s do or die

What I’m wearing~

blog post 4.11.18b


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til Apr 10!!]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers –alaskametro❤ “Alicia” Catwa face skin Tone 3 [prior release]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Jichu Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ AnyBody [opens Apr 7 – Apr 30!!]
Hair – #Besom~ Beautiful Maids *Reds* *NEW* @ Collabor88 [open NOW til May ]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 03 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
*Lip Color & EyeShadow – alaskametro❤ “Drama Queen” makeup – Catwa [prior release]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Ebony Empress – Silver *NEW* @ Black Fair [open NOW til Apr 20!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Choker – [WitchCraft} Ellie choker *NEW* @ E/M Event [open NOW til ]
*Rings – *elise* –  Brenda – BENTO Rings *NEW* @ Black Fair [open NOW til Apr 20!!]
*Ankle Bracelet – Elle Boutique – Eden Ankle Bracelet *NEW* @ The Spring Flair [open NOW til Apr 28!!]


Clothing:
*Top –  MOoH!– Missy sweater *NEW* for The Grow Your Awareness Hunt {now til Apr 30!!]
*Bottoms – alaskametro❤ “Lyra” leggings 01 black pleather [prior release]


What I’m doing ~

 


Pose:
*Poses –   Salacity Poses – Vargas Girls *NEW* @ Pose Fair [open NOW til Apr 30!!]


Scene:
Backdrop – Backdrop – ninety – Baka [ backdrop ] [prior release]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.


A Girls Place


blog post 2.1.18a

 


 

blog post 2.1.18b


Hey folks!  I have a quick sexy post for you tonight!  The Garden opened today and Wicca’s Wardrobe has made their their presence in the event known with this hot gacha set this round!  The boots and gloves are the rares.  The skirt, collar and top are the commons.   The entire set is rigged for Maitreya only.   I think the new head harness from Elise for the Fetish Fair which opens tomorrow pairs perfectly with the outfit.  The harness is scripted to size adjust by touch and color change by hud.  I borrowed my *cough* sexy brother…HEY!  It’s only SL right?…to show off one of the great poses in this gorgeous new chair from Salacity.  You can grab it at the XXX Event til Feb 5.  My Editorial pose is a new mainstore release from Pose Innovations!  I hope you like this quickie *giggles* now get out there and support these amazing designers of Second Life!!!  Until next time…


*mwah*


blog post 2.1.18c


Body:
Mesh Head –Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – PUMEC – RARE#2 Feb – CATWA HEAD HUD w/ body appliers [prior release]
Lashes – MICHAN – Jennie Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* [prior release]
Hair – *Besom~Clueless [prior hunt gift]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 12 for OMEGA [prior realease]


Cosmetics:
*Eye Shadow – alaskametro<3 “Soiree” eyeshadow – Catwa HUD [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Harness – *elise* – Valentina *NEW* @ The Fetish Fair [opens Feb 2 @ 1pm]


Clothing:
*Collar – Wicca’s Wardrobe – Misaki Collar [Red] Maitreya *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Feb 28!!]
*Top – Wicca’s Wardrobe – Misaki Top [Red] Maitreya *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Feb 28!!]
*Gloves – Wicca’s Wardrobe – Misaki Glove Maitreya RARES *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Feb 28!!]
*Skirt – Wicca’s Wardrobe – Misaki Skirt [Red] Maitreya *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Feb 28!!]
*Boots – Wicca’s Wardrobe – Misaki Boot Maitreya RARES *NEW* @ The Gacha Garden [open NOW til Feb 28!!]


Pose:
*Editorial Poses – Pose Innovations Fuck Off


Scene:
*Chair – Salacity – Not Your Grandfather’s Wingback Chair *NEW* @ XXX Event [open NOW til Feb 5!!]
Backdrop – anxiety %418 (w/light) [prior release]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

In Plain Sight


blog post 1.27.18a


blog post 1.27.18b


Hey folks!  I’ve a couple great things for you today.  Eyelure has a new group gift out in the mainstore for group members!  Head over over and grab this adorable top!  I’m showing some prior releases from alaskametro on my eyes and lips, that just fit perfectly with this look.  Alaskametro does the best dark colors in my honest opinion!  On my nails once again is the new release from Dark Passions for 4Mesh.  Its a gorgeous pallet of dark swirling glitters.  I’m using poses from Pose Innovations, if you haven’t check out this new pose store, be sure to head over the mainstore, join the group and grab the free group gift!  I grabbed these awesome platform boots off marketplace from Cult!  They come with a multicolor texture change hud.  The sexy shorts I have on are an older release from Addams, one of my favorites from her!  I am absolutely in love with this hair from Besom which is the new release for N21!  I hope you like this look and have enjoyed this post!  Now get out there and support these amazing designers and events of Second Life!  Until next time….


*mwah*


blog post 1.27.18c


Body:
Mesh Head –Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – PUMEC – RARE#2 May – CATWA HEAD HUD w/ body appliers [prior release]
Lashes – MICHAN – Jennie Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ AnyBody [open NOW til Jan 30!!]
Hair – *Besom~Zia *B&W* *NEW* @ N21 [open NOW til Feb 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 12 for OMEGA [prior realease]


Cosmetics:
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails -Eternal Eclipse – Black *NEW* @ 4MESH [open NOW til Feb 11!!]
*Lip Color – alaskametro<3 “Mage” lipstick – Catwa [prior release]
*Eye Shadow – alaskametro<3 “Soiree” eyeshadow – Catwa HUD [prior release]
Tattoo – WitchCraft Witch Tattoo *NEW* @ Gothic Garage Sale [open NOW til Feb 6!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – !NFINITY Luca Choker *NEW* @ Men Only Monthly [open NOW til Feb 15!!]
*Rings – Slipper Originals – Cadence Rings [prior release]
*Facial Piercings – !NFINITY Hekate Piercings – Rerelease for The Saturday Sale [Jan 27 only!]
Septum Piercing – CODEX_SEPTUM RING GOLD [prior release]


Clothing:
*Top – Eyelure Back Tied Crop Top – Camo *NEW* Group Gift
Shorts – Addams // Lady Denim Short // N*39 [prior release]
Shoe – : CULT : Bubble Bow Boots w.HUD *NEW*


Pose:
*Pose 1 – Pose Innovations – Waiting
*Pose 2 – Pose Innovations – Sweet & Sassy


Scene:
Backdrop – MINIMAL – Illusion III – *1* *NEW* @ Epiphany [open NOW til Feb 12!!]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

That Urban Glow


blog post 1.22.18a


blog post 1.22.18b


Hey folks!  I have a super cute outfit from MOoH! The top and pants are both on a limited time sale in the mainstore at 40% off, which makes them $99L each.  The sale lasts til Jan 25!!  Both come with a fatpack color change hud and are rigged for most mesh bodies and standard SL avatars as well.  I am wearing a gorgeous set of bento rings from Slipper Originals, which come complete with a color change hud that also has the ability to alpha out specific rings on each hand, you will find them at 4Mesh til Feb 11!  On my nails is a lovely new applier from Dark Passions for the 4Mesh event.  They come on a multi color HUD.  I hope you enjoy this post and get out there and support these amazing creators of Second Life!  Until next time…


*mwah*

 


blog post 1.22.18c


Body:
Mesh Head –Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – PUMEC – RARE#2 May – CATWA HEAD HUD w/ body appliers [prior release]
Lashes – MICHAN – Jennie Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ AnyBody [open NOW til Jan 30!!]
Hair – *Besom~ Vega V2 *Blacks* #14 *NEW* @ Epiphany [open NOW til Feb 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 12 for OMEGA [prior realease]


Cosmetics:
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails -Eternal Eclipse – Black *NEW* @ 4MESH [open NOW til Feb 11!!]
Lip Color – Catwa Default Color from HUD layered with LIVIA::Lipgloss No.1
Eye Shadow -LIVIA::Willow Eyeliner [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Rings – Slipper Originals – Lisana Bento Rings *NEW* @ 4MESH [open NOW til Feb 11!!]
Septum Piercing – CODEX_SEPTUM RING GOLD [prior release]


Clothing:
*Top – MOoH! Sandy top urban *NEW*
*Pants – MOoH! Callie bib overall Ripped *NEW*
Shoe – ::Mesh Agency:: URBAN SWAG – Wedge Sneakers PACK [prior release]


Pose:
*Pose 1 – Pose Innovations – Morning Stretches
*Pose 2 – Pose Innovations – Sweet & Sassy


Scene:
Backdrop – MINIMAL – Illusion III – *8* *NEW* @ Epiphany [open NOW til Feb 12!!]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.