I Found Myself


blog post 5.9.18a


 

I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me My heart was beating, barely breathing but still alive Lost along the way I’d given up my fight Scattered to pieces all along the floor Within the brokenness I found something more. I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me I was broken, torn apart. Scars line my arms, on my sleeve I wore my heart. They remind me of what is real. No longer needing pain to feel. I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me I found myself in a sea of busy places in a world of blurry faces I found myself on the edge of insanity I found, I found me

 


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What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – CATWA RIGGED EYES Lona v3.0 [prior release]
Eye Applier – .euphoric ~ Kylie Eyes Applier ~[Catwa]Pack#Aqua *NEW* @ Cosmopolitan [open NOW til May 20!!]
Mesh Nipples – Zed Sensations*.Popping Cherries fm Nipples MAITREYA 2.6
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Esmeralda RARE #1 [Catwa](Nut Tone – NO eyebrow) *NEW* @ Blush [open NOW til May 25!!]
Eyebrows – VYC Femme – The Natural Eyebrows Vol.1 [prior release]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Heidi Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* Instore Release!
Hair – #Besom~ Lex *Reds* *NEW* @ N21 [Open NOW til May 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
Eyeshadow Color – Zibska [Promo] ~ Suzu Eyemakeup *NEW* @ Blush [open NOW til May 25!!]
*Lip Color – Catwa Master HUD Lip Color
*Nail Color(Toes Only) – alaskametro<3 “Spring Fling” nail art appliers [prior release]
Tattoo – .::Nanika::. Whisper White RARE [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – MICHAN – Honoka Choker [prior release]
*Earrings – Elle Boutique  – Eden Earrings *NEW* for Peace By Peace Hunt[open NOW til June 3!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Vatinee [prior release]
*Rings/Nails – Slipper[rebranded to Elle Boutique] – Milena Fingernail rings [prior release]
*Nipple Piercing – *elise* – Clara [prior release]
*Vaginal Cover – *elise* – Isabeau – MAITREYA *NEW* @ Red Light District [opens May 15 @ noon] – Slurl will be released day of event –


Clothing:
*Dress – [WitchCraft]Thetis Lace dress [prior release]
*Footless Sandles – Elle Boutique – Astrid Barefoot Sandals *NEW* Instore Release


What I’m doing ~


Scene:
*Tub – Salacity – Tawdry Tub [prior release]
Room Divider – hive // her own fairytale room divider [pink] [prior release]
*Plant[left] – [CIRCA] – “Nahla” Tall Entwined Plant Stand – Bronze / Teal [prior release]
*Plant w/ Stand[right] – [CIRCA] – “Lavelle” Cast Iron Plant Stand – Peace Lily [prior release]
*Plant[right] – [CIRCA] – “Lavelle” Floor Planter – Tall Slim Fern [prior release]
*Rug – Salacity – Casual Stripes Rug [prior release]
Skybox – *YS&YS* Essential Skybox [RARE] [prior release]


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For all designers I utilize in my blog, I do so with admiration for your product. I love you all so much! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your creativity and dedication to your craft!


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I’m Sorry


blog post 4.27.18a


blog post 4.27.18b


What I’m listening to…


It’s cold here in the city
It always seems that way
And I’ve been thinking about you
Almost everyday

Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the rain
Thinking about about how sad it feels
All alone again

I’m sorry for the way things are around here
I’m sorry things ain’t what they used to be
But more than anything else
I’m sorry for myself

I can’t believe you went away

Our friends all ask about you
And I say you’re doing fine
And I expect to hear from you
Almost any day

But they all know I’m lying
And I can’t sleep at night
They all know I’m dying
Deep down inside

I’m sorry for all the lies I told you
I’m sorry if I never let you know
But more than anything else
I’m sorry for myself

I can’t believe you went away

I’m sorry if I took some things for granted
I’m sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
I’m sorry for myself

For living without you


blog post 4.27.18c

 


 

What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Undina RARE #1 [Catwa] (Nude tone)  *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Heidi Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* Instore Release!
Hair – #Besom~ Lex *Reds* *NEW* @ N21 [Open NOW til May 12!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
Eyeshadow Color – LIVIA::Callie Eyeshadow & Lipstick [Catwa HUD] RARE *NEW* @ GachaLand [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
*Lip Color – alaskametro❤ “Mage” lipstick – Catwa [prior release]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – FatPack – Mal-Fire (100% Donation to RFL) *NEW* @ Fantasy Faire [open NOW til April 29!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – MICHAN – Meimi Necklace *NEW* @ Sanarae [open NOW til May 17!!]
*Earrings – Elle Boutique  – Greenly Earrings *NEW* Group Gift @ Mainstore [Group is Free to join for a limited time!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Eleonora – BENTO Rings *NEW* Instore Release
Lip Piercing – BLAXIUM -Salma Bento Piercings [prior release]


Clothing:
*Top – MOoH! Violet top bold *NEW* @ The Avenue White Nights [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Skirt – Blueberry – Bella – Unzipped Skirt – Ice *NEW* Instore Release
*Shoes – {Livalle} Siouxsie – Platform Heels – Fatpack *NEW* @ Sanarae [open NOW til May 17!!]


What I’m doing ~


Pose:
*Pose – **Something New~ Eva’s Rose [prior release]

Location – My private family farm


You Don’t Know


blogpost 04.20.18a


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I know you’ve got the best intentions
Just trying to find the right words to say
Promise I’ve already learned my lesson
But right now, I wanna be not okay
I’m so tired, sitting here waiting
If I hear one more ‘Just be patient’
It’s always gonna stay the same…
[listen below⬇]


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What I’m Wearing~


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – SPIRIT Skins – Undina RARE #1 [Catwa] (Nude tone)  *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Jichu Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ AnyBody [opens Apr 7 – Apr 30!!]
Hair – #Besom~ Heathers #1 FATPACK RARE *NEW* @ The Epiphany [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
*EyeShadow – alaskametro❤ “Sakura” makeup – Catwa *NEW* @ Bloom [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
Lip Color – *(OO)*YUKI_Moon Lipstick 03 [CATWA] *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Bold But Somber *NEW* for The Rotten Egg Hunt [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Tattoo – .Identity. Body Shop – Rise Strong [prior release]


Jewelry & Accessories:
**Necklace – MICHAN – Bommie Necklace *NEW* @ The Seasons Story [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
*Earrings – MICHAN – Maxie Earrings *GROUP GIFT* Free w/ Group @ Mainstore!
*Bracelet/Rings – Elle Boutique – Raelynn Bento Set *NEW* @ The Underdog Event [open NOW til May 16!!]


Clothing:
*Top –  alaskametro❤ “Minimal” camisole/briefs 05 white *NEW* @ On9 [open NOW til Apr 30!!]
Short/Waist Shirt – : CULT : Shorts and Shirt *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]
Shoes – : CULT : Tip Toe Bow Sneaker w.HUD *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til May 10!!]


What I’m doing ~


Pose:
Poses –  [La Baguette] Endless 2 [prior release]


Scene:
Small Garden Fence – MOoH! Wood fence with Bird houses 5LI RARE *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Water Pump – MOoH! Waterpump 3LI*NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Tipped Over Flower Pot – MOoH! Hedgehog with pot 3LI *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Gnome Garden – MOoH! Flower bed with gnome 2LI *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]
Wheelbarrow – MOoH! Wheelbarrow 3LI SPECIAL(received after 15 tries) *NEW* @ Oh My Gacha! [open NOW til Apr 28!!]

Location – My private family farm

I’m Still Here


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New stuff galore!  I have new skin and make up from alaskametro and new lashes from Michan, both at the skin fair, which ends tomorrow!!  So run!!!  Dark Passions Event’s Ostara’s Altar is going on and that is where you’ll find these gorgeous nail appliers. Dark Passion never disapoints with quality or style!  I have showed this tattoo from Shinu Made to you before, but oh my goodness, I just can’t take it off!!  Go get it!!!!  Elle Boutique has some of the most amazing things out there.  My earrings are a mainstore release and my bracelets are an event release at 4Mesh.  I love the color change huds!  Anyone who knows me, knows I have a few favorite things in life; Unicorns, Nutella, Coffee and Pink!  Mooh has delivered on my love for pink with this adorable skirt and sweater outfit!  It’s a sale item instore for 99L until the 31st!  Salacity makes an ever changing array of stuff. You just never know what you may get from these ladies.  This stool is just awesome!  It has several poses for him or her and even has poses that rezzes out items to match the action.  The other poses I’ve use are from PatchWork Poses newest singles set, Emma.  The set is a new in-store release.  I hope you like what I put together and get out there and support these amazing artists of Second Life!!

Until next time…


*mwah*


blogpost 3.24.18d


 

Body:
Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0 [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Mesh Ears – .random.Matter. – Eura Ears *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til Apr 10!!]
*Skin Appliers –alaskametro❤ “Cora” LeLutka face skin Tone 2 *NEW* @ The Skin Fair 2018 [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Meredith Lashes [Lelutka] *NEW* @ The SKin Fair [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
Hair – TRUTH Lilo – Selection [prior release]
Hairbase – TRUTH / Izzie’s – Hairbases – LeLutka *NEW* @ Mainstore


Cosmetics:
*Lip Color & EyeShadow – alaskametro❤ “Drama Queen” makeup – Catwa *NEW* @ The SKin Fair [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – – FatPack – Ostara’s Opus *NEW* @ Ostara’s Altar [open NOW til Apr 3!!]
Tattoo – –::Shinu Made::– Moon Senshi Power *NEW* @ Garden of Shadows [open NOW til Mar 30!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
Necklace – Maxi Gossamer – Necklace – Celestine Heart Necklace [prior release]
*Earrings – Elle Boutique – Tabitha Earrings FV – *NEW* Store Release
*Bracelet/Rings – Elle Boutique – Nova Bracelet *NEW* @ 4MESH [open NOW til Apr 11!!]


Clothing:
*Outfit – MOoH! Alexis outfit pink *In-store sale* $99L til March 31!!
Shoes – : CULT : Flower Strap Heels w.HUD *NEW* @ Kustom9 [open NOW til Apr 10!!]


Pose:
*Main Pose Prop – Salacity – Pollack Artist’s Stool *NEW* In-Store
*Main Pose – Patchwork Poses  – Emma Set – 1 *NEW* In-Store
Editorial Poses – Patchwork Poses  – Emma Set *NEW* In-Store


Scene:
Backdrop – taikou / dusk backdrop with materials [prior release]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

No Wishes Here


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Hey folks!  I have a few  great things to show you today.  Alaskametro is at the Skin Fair with a  gorgeous new skin exclusively for the Catwa head.  I’m wearing Tone 3 on the Catwa Lona head.  It fits beautifully.  I am also wearing the new make up palette from Alaskametro, also at Skin Fair.  I love the colors and , the depth of the tones.  I’m showing the Dark Passions Nail Appliers for 4Mesh again.  I just love the butterflies!   I have from Michan some very natural looking eyelashes.  They come on a hud with a few choices.  Also from Michan, I am wearing a cute lil choker.  It is easily sizable by stretching.  My dress is from Witch(O)Craft, it comes in three colors, red, blue and green and comes with the black shoes!  It can be found at the Bargain on the Bayou event!  MoOH! has made a gacha collection for the current round of TWE12VE, I am showing you a few pieces of that collection.  The entire set is amazing!  My favorite piece is the wishing booth!  It has an sit animation in it where you can be the fortune teller!  I hope you like this look I’ve put together and get out there and support these amazingly talented designers of Second Life!!  Until next time…


*mwah*


blog post 3.18.18c


Body:
Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers –alaskametro❤ “Alicia” Catwa face skin Tone 3 *NEW* @ The Skin Fair 2018 [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Lalisa Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ The SKin Fair [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
Hair – Besom ~Ecchi *B&W* [prior release]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 20 for CATWA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
*Lip Color & EyeShadow – alaskametro❤ “Drama Queen” makeup – Catwa *NEW* @ The SKin Fair [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Flutter Fly – Royal *NEW* @ 4Mesh [open NOW til Apr 10!!]
Tattoo – –::Shinu Made::– Moon Senshi Power *NEW* @ Garden of Shadows [open NOW til Mar 30!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – MICHAN – Chaelin Choker *NEW* @ Whore Couture [open NOW til Mar 31!!]
*Bracelet/Rings – Elle Boutique – Nova Bracelet *NEW* @ 4MESH [open NOW til Apr 11!!]
*Rings – *elise* – Jewelry – Truth BENTO rings [prior release]


Clothing:
*Dress/Shoe Set – [WitchCraft] Lexie Outfit – green *NEW* @ Bargains On The Bayou [open NOW til Mar 31!!]


Pose:
*Main Pose – Patchwork Poses  – Peace *NEW* @ FitMesh Designer Expose [open Now til Mar 25!!
Editorial Poses – Imitation – Pansy Set [prior release]


Scene:
Backdrop – MINIMAL – Omnia Backdrop [prior release]
Neon Sign – MOoH! Neon Wish sign 3LI *NEW* @ TWE12VE [open NOW til Mar 30!!]
Wall Sign – MOoH! Wish upon a star 3LI RARE *NEW* @ TWE12VE [open NOW til Mar 30!!]
Wish Booth – MOoH! Wishing booth 3LI RARE *NEW* @ TWE12VE [open NOW til Mar 30!!]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Leavin Ain’t Easy


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Hey folks!  I’ve a quick look for you tonight!  MoOH! has a great lil sweater in the mainstore for 99L for group members!  It comes with a texture change hud to match all your favorite bottoms and accessories!  I decided to go a lil bit nostalgic with this post and pull out my first bento head, the Letlutka Simone.  Alaskametro released a new exclusive Lelutka skin applier for The Skin Fair.  I am wearing Tone 3.  It has such soft features.  Alaskametro also released a set of makeup for 4Mesh called babygoth.  The colors in this palette are just gorgeous!  I will be showing your more from this palette in the coming posts.  On my eyes, you can see the Rachel lashes from Michan, they have such a soft and feathery effect.  Also for 4Mesh, Dark Passions – Koffin Nails released these gorgeous butterfly nails, which paired perfectly with the new bento rings from Elise for Tres Chic!  The rings come with a texture change HUD with alpha hide options.  The main photo pose is a brand new single pose from PatchWork Poses formerly known as Pose Innovations.  I hope you enjoy this quick post and look back to my first bento head.  Until next time…


 

*mwah*


blog post 3.15.18c


Body:
Mesh Head – LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 3.0 [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers –alaskametro❤ “Cora” Lelutka face skin Tone 3 *NEW* @ The Skin Fair 2008 [open NOW til Mar 25!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Rachel Lashes [Lelutka] [prior release]
Hair – +Spellbound+ Feels // Shadow Roots & Dips [prior release]
Hairbase – Just Magnetized – Basic Hairbase – set 12 for OMEGA [prior release]


Cosmetics:
*Lip Color & EyeShadow – alaskametro❤ “Babygoth” makeup *NEW* @ 4Mesh [open NOW til Apr 10!!]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Flutter Fly – Royal *NEW* @ 4Mesh [open NOW til Apr 10!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Rings – *elise* – Paola – BENTO Rings *NEW* @ Tres Chic [open NOW til Apr 10!!]


Clothing:
*Top – MOoH! Haley sweater dawn *99L Group Discount* NOW til Mar 22!!
Bottoms – Vinyl – Alexis Jeans Pak Black [prior release]
Shoes – REIGN.- JUNIPER SNEKERS- FATPACK w/ Bloom Add On *NEW* @ Collabor88 [open NOW til 6!!]


Pose:
*Main Pose – Patchwork Poses Beautiful *NEW* Store & MP Release
Editorial Poses – Imitation – Luna [prior release]


Scene:
Backdrop – :HAIKEI: Oasitic Calm _ Gacha / RARE *NEW* @ Kustom 9 [open NOW til Apr 10!!]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.

Blank Stares


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Hey folks!  Today, I have a barely there, super sexy look for you!  Elle Boutique has released these amazing thong panties and leg chains both complete with texture change huds for the Whore Couture Fair 8!  Also for the Whore Couture Fair, Michan has release a sexy set of eyelashes, they are super feathery and just gorgeous.  Elise has has also made their presence known at the Whore Couture Fair with these super sexy nipple covers, they come with a texture change hud, and come with a set rigged to the the maitreya body and an unrigged set which can be moved around and resized to fit any body.  Also from Elise, I am wearing a ring and bracelet combo which you can find at the Trunk Show.  It comes with a texture change hud allowing you to change the metals, roses and pearls, and you can also hide the rings via the hud.  On my feet, you can see another items from Elise which match perfectly to the ring/bracelet combo and has the same texture change hud.  They are at Frou Frou, but hurry, they event ends tomorrow, March 8!!  On my eyes and lips are gorgeous colors, both of which are prior releases from La Boheme.  My nail appliers are brain new from Dark Passions for the Imaginarium Gacha Event.  I’m using a pose prop from Black Tulip which has 2 poses built in.  I set it up on a backdrop from FoxCity.  I hope you enjoy this post and look!  Now get out there and support these amazing designers of Second Life!  Until next time…


*mwah*


blog post 3.7.18c


Body:
Mesh Head –Mesh Head – CATWA HEAD Lona [prior release]
Mesh Body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1 [prior release]
Mesh Eyes – [GA.EG] Ultimate Eye Pack [prior release]
Skin Appliers – -Glam Affair – Marta – Catwa Mesh Head Applier – America *NEW* @ The Arcade [open NOW til Mar 31!!]
*Lashes – MICHAN–  Shontelle Lashes [Catwa] *NEW* @ Whore Couture 8 [open NOW til Mar 31!!]
Hair – TRUTH Polly – Grayscale *NEW* Mainstore Release
Hairbase – TRUTH / Izzie’s – Catwa Hairbase Hud *NEW* Mainstore Release


Cosmetics:
*Lip Color – [La Boheme Lipstick] Seoul Set 5 *Catwa Applier* [prior release]
*Eye Shadow – [La Boheme Eyeshadow] Traci Set 2 *Catwa Applier* [prior release]
*Nail Color – Dark Passions – Koffin Nails – Over The Rainbow Gacha – Daiquri Diamonds *NEW* @ Imaginarium [open NOW til Mar 31!!]


Jewelry & Accessories:
*Necklace – [WitchCraft] Valentine necklace [prior release]
*Bracelet/Ring Combo – *elise* – Vatinee – BENTO *NEW* @ The Trunk Show [open NOW til Mar 18!!]
*Leg Chains – Elle Boutique – Alessandra Thigh Chains *NEW* @ Whore Couture 8 [open NOW til Mar 31!!]
*Foot Chains –  *elise*  – Sofia *NEW* @ Frou Frou [open NOW til Mar 8!!]


Clothing:
*Nipple Covers – *elise* – Sonia *NEW* @ Whore Couture 8 [open NOW til Mar 31!!]
*Panties – Elle Boutique – Iris Thong *NEW* @ Whore Couture 8 [open NOW til Mar 31!!]


Pose:
Main Pose/Prop – [Black Tulip] The void reflection *NEW* @ The Liaison Collaborative [open NOW til Mar 26!!]
Editorial Poses – Hera – Volume #1


Scene:
*Backdrop – FOXCITY. K-POP Star 2. (3) Hush – Pink (Common) (Rez) *NEW* @ The Arcade [open NOW til Mar 31!!]


Items marked with an asterick [*] are done so to notate review copies given. This mark is in compliance with the Federal Trade Commission guidelines.